calculate

I’ve always been pretty good at sneaking into buildings, such as churches and especially gyms. Of course, it helped while growing up that my dad was the keeper of many keys as the head of a school, but even without a key, there’s usually a way.

img_1706Not long ago, I found the one weakness in a huge house not too far from where we live. It sits by itself a quarter of a mile off a main road and is quite beautiful. Inside, I counted five fireplaces, three huge rooms with domed ceilings, and thirteen potential bedrooms.

The problem is, the mansion is unfinished. I think construction may have started eight years ago and there has been no activity the past couple of years. I am no builder, but I’d guess the house could be ready for occupancy if a hard-working crew dedicated three solid weeks to paint, finish the floors, and complete the extravagant bathrooms and kitchen. It might cost a million dollars, but I’m sure millions have already been invested.

The backstory of this house is a mystery, but it reminds me of a teaching of Jesus: “Who would begin construction of a building without first calculating the cost to see if there is enough money to finish it? Otherwise, you might complete only the foundation before running out of money, and then everyone would laugh at you.” Jesus was discussing the cost of discipleship: “And if you do not carry your own cross and follow Me, you cannot be My disciple. Don’t begin until you count the cost.” (see Luke 14:27-29)

This instruction is not about salvation… which is a gift of God. “For the wages of sin is death, but the gift of God is eternal life in Christ Jesus our Lord.” (Romans 6:23) “For it is by grace you have been saved through faith – and this is not from yourselves, it is the gift of God.” (Ephesians 2:8)

We will never deserve the great salvation we’ve received, but if I want to be like Peter or Paul or Mary Magdalene, or Mary, the mother of Jesus, I need to calculate a bit. The volunteer who says, “I want to follow you Jesus, but first let me take care of this and that…” might be told: “You’re not ready to follow Me quite yet… you see, I’m the King and everything is on My terms…” (see Luke 9:57-62)

“But Lord,” I say, “I’m not sure I have what it takes. I do come empty-handed and I think I love You now more than ever, yet my faith sometimes falters. I want to be brave, but I’m sometimes fearful. Is there any hope?” I think Jesus would smile and answer: “Yes! Come to Me for what you don’t have. I’m the Author and Perfector of your faith. I know how to make you brave. You won’t be carrying your cross alone. I have given you the Holy Spirit! He is your Helper, your Comforter, and your Teacher. Take courage and follow Me.”

“If you love Me, you will obey what I command. And I will ask the Father, and He will give you another Counselor to be with you forever – the Spirit of truth.” John 14:15-17

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double portion

We know God loves humility, but He also loves boldness. Religious leaders put Peter and John in prison after healing the lame man at the Temple gate.  When they were released from prison, the disciples prayed: “Now, Lord, consider their threats and enable your servants to speak Your Word with great boldness. Stretch out Your hand to heal and perform signs and wonders through the Name of Your holy servant Jesus.” God answered this prayer of faith: “After they prayed, the place where they were meeting was shaken. And they were all filled with the Holy Spirit and spoke the Word of God boldly.” (see Acts 4:29-31)

Elisha was the loyal servant of Elijah, a prophet of God. Before Elijah was taken to heaven in a fiery chariot, he asked his student: “What can I do for you?” Elisha made a bold request: ”Let me inherit a double portion of your spirit.” Elijah said this was a difficult thing, but Elisha would know God’s answer according to what he was allowed to ‘see’ as Elijah’s life on earth ended. God said “yes” to Elisha’s extravagant prayer and II Kings records his fruitful life (see chapter 2 and following).

So how are we to pray these days? Is it possible to be both humble and bold? Of course it is! We need look no further than the One we follow. Jesus was “gentle and humble in heart” yet “powerful in word and deed.“ He taught with authority and brought honor to His Father by healing the sick and casting out demons and proclaiming the Kingdom of God.

Some may think that only His twelve apostles were given similar authority and power, but this is not so. Descriptions of two disciples tell us what is needed. Stephen was one of the seven chosen to serve the widows in the early Church. “They chose Stephen, a man full of faith and the Holy Spirit.” (Acts 6:5) Barnabas, nicknamed ‘Son of Encouragement’, was quick to embrace Paul as a brother in Christ. “He was a good man, full of the Holy Spirit and faith, and a great number of people were brought to the Lord.” (Acts 11:24)

Has the world ever needed God any more than now? Storms, floods, wildfires, a worldwide pandemic, social unrest, political turmoil… Now is the time to pray boldly! Our world needs Jesus! Let’s pray for the double blessing of Stephen and Barnabas: they were both FULL OF FAITH and FULL OF THE HOLY SPIRIT.

God wants us to pray with persistence and determination. Again, Elisha is an example. On his last journey, three times Elijah told Elisha to stay put instead of following him. Three times Elisha gave the same reply: “As surely as the Lord lives and as you live, I will not leave you.” (II Kings 2:2-6) If he had not persisted, Elisha would never have received a double portion.

Jesus’ parable of the persistent widow is meant for us: “Because this widow keeps bothering me, I will see that she gets justice… Listen to what the unjust judge says. And will not God bring about justice for His chosen ones who cry out to Him day and night? Will He keep putting them off? I tell you, He will see that they get justice, and quickly. However, when the Son of Man comes, will He find faith on the earth?” (see Luke 18:1-8)

“You will be called priests of the Lord, you will be named ministers of our God… Instead of your shame you will receive a double portion…” Isaiah 61:7

“Now Stephen, a man full of God’s grace and power, performed great wonders and signs among the people.” Acts 6:8

“Which of you fathers, if your son asks for a fish, will give him a snake instead? Or if he asks for an egg, will give him a scorpion? If you then, though you are evil, know how to give good gifts to your children, how much more will your Father in Heaven give the Holy Spirit to those who ask Him?” Luke 11:11-13

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audacity

Our dear friend Anna from Brazil shared some thoughts about the first miracle of Jesus recently. Anna has a way of teaching that makes hearers continue to ponder God’s lessons long after the meeting has concluded.

A realization I reached regarding Jesus turning water into wine at Cana may already be common understanding, but I can’t seem to quit thinking about it. Here’s the thought: If it had not been for Mary, this would not have been the first miracle of Jesus.

Even the Son of God had seasons of life. He was born in Bethlehem and grew up as an obedient child in the small town of Nazareth. “And the Child grew and became strong; He was filled with wisdom and the grace of God was upon Him.” (Luke 2:40) He worked with His father Joseph until He was around thirty years old then was baptized by John the Baptist. Aside from His miraculous conception, no miracles, signs, or wonders were attributed to the carpenter’s son. Jesus was seen as one living an ordinary life.

Luke tells us that Jesus was full of the Holy Spirit after His baptism and after He returned from forty days of fasting in the wilderness, He was full of power. Mother Mary must have noticed a change in her Son. No one knew Jesus on earth better than His mother, who over the years, treasured many things in her heart… including an old man saying: “This Child is destined to cause the falling and rising of many in Israel.” (Luke 2:34)

Mary understood that the hosts of the wedding feast would be totally humiliated when the guests learned there was no more wine. Susan and I were responsible for Kinsey’s and Jordan’s wedding. If the director came to us as dinner was being served and said, “I am so sorry, but we miscalculated… only half your guests are going to get to eat,” we might have fainted. In the culture of Jesus’ day, running out of wine was worse.

But her Son did not ‘own’ this problem. When Mary asked Him to get involved, He replied: “What does this have to do with Me? It is not yet My time.” In other words, ‘Mother, this is none of My business. God has plans for Me reveal His power, but this is not the moment.’

Mary would not be dissuaded; she absolutely could not bear the thought of her friends entering a disaster that would shame them for the rest of their lives. She ordered the servants: “Do whatever He tells you.” Did she then give a ‘mother’s look’ to her Son?

So Jesus used water and six huge water pots to produce over one hundred gallons of the finest wine ever tasted on earth. “Who serves the best wine last?” asked the master of the banquet after taking a sip. God let His Son first reveal His power while rescuing parents at a wedding feast. What a story!

So here’s a question for those of us who follow Jesus today: How many people will Jesus rescue and bless if I boldly intercede on their behalf like Mary did at the Cana wedding?

Is the Father waiting for us to knock on His door with the audacity of Mary? Do we know the Son well enough realize nothing is impossible for Him? Do we love people enough to ask and seek and knock? I think I hear Jesus whisper: ‘The sky’s the limit!’

Then Jesus said to them, “Suppose you have a friend, and you go to him at midnight and say, ‘Friend, lend me three loaves of bread; a friend of mine on a journey has come to me, and I have no food to offer him.’ And suppose the one inside answers, ‘Don’t bother me. The door is already locked, and my children and I are in bed. I can’t get up and give you anything.’ I tell you, even though he will not get up and give you the bread because of friendship, yet because of your shameless audacity he will surely get up and give you as much as you need. So I say to you: Ask and it will be given to you; seek and you will find; knock and the door will be opened to you. For everyone who asks receives; the one who seeks finds; and to the one who knocks, the door will be opened.” Luke 11:5-10

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amateur

I’ve finally figured out what I want be when I grow up… I want to be an AMATEUR! Not the definition meaning: ‘someone who is incompetent or inept’— I want the meaning that comes from the root word: ‘amore’ — to love. This amateur does something, not because he has to, but because he loves to.

I am an amateur husband because I love Susan now more than ever. I am an amateur dad because I love my children and am so proud of them. I am an amateur grandpa because I love Wilkes, Macy, Owen, and Keightley. What a joy to watch them grow up!

I am an amateur Bible teacher because I love sharing what I’ve learned with middle school students. I love to see their eyes light up when they sense: ‘Oh, this stuff about Jesus is true! He knows me and really cares about me!’

It is important to do our jobs well. We need to carry out our work responsibilities in a professional way and be excellent in everything. But the ‘professional’ is often viewed as one who does his job because it is his job. Have you ever noticed, though, a person shining joy from his duties? Life springs forth from such people.

Jesus did not see Himself as ‘the professional Rabbi’… He was the perfect AMATEUR. And His love was all rooted in His Father. ‘I love My Father… and My Father loves Me. I do exactly what He tells Me to do and live in joy. My food is to do His will!” (see John 14:31; 15:10-11; 4:54)

God is now calling the whole world to look up and realize He is the only One who offers hope. ‘Look! I am here! Call on the Name of My Son! Out of love, He paid your debt with His Blood. He is your hope! He will be your Source of joy! Seek Him… call on His Name and be saved!’

In the dark hour, I’m not always encouraged by the ‘professional.’ But let me hear from someone who’s ‘been there’ and who is still pushing through and who still speaks hope, and I’ll be blessed.

I sat next to Cecil last week, a thirty-two year old athlete who is three weeks out from a bone marrow transplant for leukemia. “My taste is just coming back,” he said. I replied, “Yeah… it will just get better from here on. Did you lose much weight?”  “I went from 205 to 150.” We talked about common experiences and I shared the type of encouragement I needed when I was in the same place. Then we talked about the Lord, our Good Shepherd, who walks with us through the valleys – the One who loves to be with the hurting.

Amateurs share hope… out of faith and love. “Faith, hope, and love… but the greatest of these is: love.”

“Always be prepared to give an answer to everyone who asks you to give the reason for the hope that you have. But do this with gentleness and respect.” I Peter 3:15

“Salvation is found in no One else, for there is no other Name under heaven given to mankind by which we must be saved.” Acts 4:12

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Oskar

Susan and I were planning to visit young friends in Minsk, Belarus via Krakow, Poland this past July. Slava and Alina have visited our home several times. Slava wrote this last week:

Our country got into a political crisis that led to an economical downfall. After unfair elections and cruel treatment of peaceful protesters, which included torture and severe beatings of the arrested (about 7000 people), 6 people died. Some of them were killed by bullets and some of them were tortured to death. Nowadays, it is not safe to live in our country. OMON (the special forces) were arresting people on the way home or to a store. Doctors were horrified seeing the victims of these arrests and their condition upon their arrival to the hospital. We could see a lot of this action taking place outside of our windows. After the riots I was a volunteer next to the prison in Okrestino where the arrested were released and I could talk to them. All of them shared horrific stories of what happened to people in that place. A lot of them were standing there to get their belongings that had been taken from them. Almost all of them had bruises and signs of beatings on their bodies. Quite a few of these people could not find their things and valuables. A lot of people are planning to leave the country.

Because of all these problems we completely forgot about COVID-19, it is definitely not a primary concern for our country right now.

This situation in our country is a great challenge for churches and ministers. Church leaders are being threatened not just generally by the president but by personal phone calls or emails as well.

We are trying to figure out how to share God’s Good News with people and be the light in this darkness. In spite of all these difficulties our nation has come together, and people are helping and caring for one another. We continue our Sunday meetings, participate in volunteer work, and just take care of each other and our unbelieving friends.

Please pray for the presidential power to be given to its rightful owner, for the end of violence and repressions.

Pray for our church to be able to use this opportunity to share Jesus, to encourage and comfort those who suffered psychological and physical trauma.

We are very thankful that you are thinking and praying for us, helping us in our need.

We really need your prayers right now!

September 1 was the day in 1939 when Hitler revealed his true intentions and invaded Poland. British Prime Minister Neville Chamberlain’s “peace for our time” was not to be, as the world was soon swallowed in war. The Jews of Poland were the ‘firstfruits’ of Nazi evil. Anyone who doubts the reality of the relationship between spiritual and physical war should simply read history.

oskarSteven Spielberg won seven Academy Awards for his 1993 movie: ‘Schindler’s List’. I read the book this past summer and wrote the following:

Tel Aviv first honored Oskar Schindler on his fifty-third birthday in 1961 with a plaque in its Park of Heroes. Shortly after, in Jerusalem, he was honored as a ‘Righteous Person’ — a Gentile that God had chosen to help His people, the Jews.

By most people’s standards, Oskar would not be considered righteous… and he surely would not have described himself in such a way. He drank a lot, lied a lot, and carried the reputation of being a womanizer. So what led to his heroic behavior?

Australian novelist Thomas Keneally published a book in 1982 that described an Austrian-born, adventurous young man who launched a profitable business in Krakow, Poland at the beginning of World War II. His mother was a strong Catholic, but Oskar followed in his father’s footsteps… he was not faithful to the Church or his wife. Growing up, the Schindlers had Jewish friends in their neighborhood, but no friendship seemed to point to the extraordinary path Oskar would take after realizing Hitler’s intent to persecute and exterminate all Jews in Europe.

In 1941, all Schlender’s Jewish workers were moved to the Krakow Ghetto. As the Ghetto was being depopulated before March of 1943, they were all moved to the nearby Plaszow labor camp. Hearing of the living conditions and atrocities of Plaszow, Oskar built barracks in his factory and arranged for all his workers to be residents of his ‘camp.’ Such decisions eventually raised suspicions. Over the course of the war, Schindler was arrested by Reich officials three times. A smooth talker, the business man always justified his actions as ‘essential’ to keeping skilled workers healthy and the production of critical supplies moving.

But talk alone would have never have resulted in nearly twelve hundred saved lives. Oskar was famous for hosting extravagant parties. Decision makers, Nazi officers, city officials, and others were wined, dined, and bribed to look the other way or simply forget their host’s missteps. These people of influence, who considered themselves friends of a generous business man, would often be instrumental in rescuing Oskar and allowing him to carry on.

Throughout the war, cigarettes, fine wines, scotch, vodka, diamonds, and loads of cash were exchanged for lives. Towards the close of 1944, as concentration camps were liquidating and eliminating evidence of evil, the famous ‘list’ was created to shift Schindler’s business location out of Krakow to Brinnitz, Czechoslovakia. The chosen six hundred men and three hundred women boarded separate trains in October for a several-day journey in freezing weather to work for Herr Direktor Schindler in another camp.

Tragically, the women were first taken to Auschwitz — a destination of no return. Having just spent eight days in prison after his latest arrest, Oskar scrambled to undo the transportation error. He exerted all energy and influence to save his women workers from certain death. He basically purchased them with his own money. Never had a group of prisoners been rescued from the infamous Auschwitz. When they arrived at Brinnitz in November, sick and emaciated, Oskar simply said: “You have nothing more to worry about. You’re with me now.” (p 330)

In danger of being killed by the invading Russian army, or captured and accused of war crimes by the Americans, Oskar and his wife Emilie left Brinnitz five minutes after midnight on the last day of the war. Before departing, he said to his workers: “Don’t thank me for your survival. Thank your people who worked day and night to save you from extermination… Don’t go into the neighboring houses to rob and plunder. Prove yourselves worthy of the millions of victims among you and refrain from any individual acts of revenge or terror.” (p 371)

The newly freed prisoners gave him a letter written in Hebrew that chronicled Schindler’s role in their salvation. They also presented Oskar with a Hebrew-inscribed gold ring with a saying from the Talmud: “He who saves one life, saves the world entire.” The precious metal was donated by Mr. Jareth, who volunteered the removal of a gold dental bridge from his mouth so it could be melted down and re-formed. (p 368)

The Schindlers had no money or influence after the war. Oskar had given everything to rescue the targets of the Holocaust. He was sometimes spit upon and otherwise mistreated in Germany for being a ‘Jew lover’. He and Emilie moved to Argentina where he farmed ten years before going bankrupt. He moved back to Frankfurt, but Emilie stayed in Argentina. Eventually, many of the ‘Schindler Jews’ who settled in Israel invited Oskar to visit. There he was honored as a hero. He died in Frankfurt in 1974. Keneally’s book closes this way:

“The Franciscan parish priest of Jerusalem had given his permission for Herr Oskar Schindler, one of the Church’s least observant sons, to be buried in the Latin Cemetery of Jerusalem… Oskar’s body was carried in a leaden casket through the crammed streets of the Old City of Jerusalem to the Catholic Cemetery, which looks over the Valley of Hinnom, called Gehenna in the New Testament. In the press photograph of the procession can be seen – amid a stream of other Schindler Jews – Itzhak Stern, Moshe Bejski, Helen Hirsch, Jakob Sternberg, Juda Dresner. He was mourned on every continent.” (p 397)

What causes a man to forfeit his freedom, expend all his possessions, and risk his life for foreign outcasts? “Lord, teach me…”

“Greater love has no one than this: to lay down one’s life for one’s friends.” John 15:13

“For the people of this world are more shrewd in dealing with their own than are the people of the light. I tell you, use worldly wealth to gain friends for yourselves, so that when it is gone, you will be welcomed into eternal dwellings.” Luke 16:8-9

Schindler’s List, by Thomas Keneally, Simon & Schuster Inc., NY, NY, ©1982

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