a good soldier

As soldiers, they have no choice but to obey their commanding officer, but these men want to follow. They have heard the stories about their leader. He fought in battles before they were born, he followed his leaders into places of danger, and with uncommon valor he often risked his life for others. This officer’s past heroics and present position now impact a whole company of young soldiers. The willingness these men have to follow their leader goes much deeper than duty.

“Endure hardship with us as a good soldier of Christ Jesus. No one serving as a soldier gets involved in civilian affairs – he simply wants to please his commanding officer.” (II Timothy 2:3-4)

Our Lord will require no steps He was not willing to take. “Abandon all.” “Deny yourself.” “Pick up your cross.” What could He ask that He has not done? And is there not a purpose for sacrifice? As there was purpose for our King, so there will be purpose for His followers. We may not always understand, but by faith we persevere – believing what we have not seen, trusting what we cannot touch, and risking everything on Jesus being who He says He is. He is the One I want to follow.

This Man entered battles we don’t even fathom. Because He obeyed, the enemy has been defeated. Death came before resurrection, however, and so it is for those who want to follow. His past has impacted all mankind. He took the sins of the world on Himself. In fact, the Scripture says, He actually became sin – for a purpose. “God made him who had no sin to be sin for us, so that in him we might become the righteousness of God.” (II Cor. 5:21) And there is an even deeper mystery: When He died, I died – the old me, that is. Now I am a new creation and somehow I am a part of Him. It is hard to believe sometimes, but this is God’s truth. And I had better believe what my commanding officer says.

“Or don’t you know that all of us who were baptized into Christ Jesus were baptized into his death? We were therefore buried with him through baptism into death in order that, just as Christ was raised from the dead through the glory of the Father, we too may live a new life. If we have been united with him like this in his death, we will certainly also be united with him in his resurrection. For we know that our old self was crucified with him so that the body of sin might be done away with, that we should no longer be slaves to sin – because anyone who has died has been freed from sin.” Romans 6:3-7

“Here is a trustworthy saying: If we died with him, we will also live with him; if we endure, we will also reign with him. If we disown him, he will disown us; if we are faithless, he will remain faithful, for he cannot disown himself.” II Timothy 2:11-13

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one step at a time

Looking out the back of my brother’s apartment in Capetown, South Africa, one can see the majestic mountains that surround the city. One peak is within walking distance of Brian’s place, so early New Year’s Day, my brother, another younger missionary, my children, and I set off to climb a mountain.

For some reason, the mountain always looks easier to climb when you’re sitting in a chair, looking out a window, than when you’re on the actual journey. After about a half-mile walk, we reached a set of steps that led us to the beginning of the trail at the foot of the mountain. By the time I climbed those stairs, I was exhausted! How was I ever going to climb the mountain before us?

I’ll share the uncomplicated answer that helped me complete the hike. I realize this answer is simplistic, but it helped me keep going. Here it is: Take one step at a time.

My desire this year is to follow Jesus wherever He leads. When you read of His followers in Scripture, you see the Good Shepherd lead by still waters and you see Him lead through the valley of the shadow of death. Surely, when we think the mountain before us is impossible, the Lord would say, “Keep your eyes on Me and take one step at a time.”

With New Year’s Day fresh on my mind, I thought I would write about the importance of that first step. If it is not taken, there is no journey. But as I begin to think back on my life to pinpoint that first step in following Jesus, I realize my analogy is flawed. You see, I did not take the first step. Jesus did. The step He took enables there even to be a journey. Without Him, the smallest hill is impossible to climb, but because of Him, all things are possible.

Every step Jesus took on this earth reveals the secret to life. He simply listened to His Father and obeyed what He heard. And because He took that walk to Calvary, the impassable mountains of sin we all have accumulated came crashing down so a Father could receive His own. What great joy to realize the first step any of us could take toward the Father has already been accomplished in the Cross! This is why no man should ever boast of his own steps. Our journey should simply be a response to what has already been done.

How can I say “No” to the One who laid down His life for me? Jesus does not promise the journey will be easy, but He does promise to be with us. How thankful I am for the peaceful walks with the Master. But one day He may call me out of the boat into a storm that seems impossible. If I can just remember what the Lord has already accomplished and if I can have the faith to keep my eyes on Him, then, perhaps, I can even walk on water – one step at a time.

“You see, at just the right time, when we were still powerless, Christ died for the ungodly. Very rarely will anyone die for a righteous man, though for a good man someone might possibly dare to die. But God demonstrates his own love for us in this: While we were still sinners, Christ died for us.” Romans 5:6-8

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comparison

The doctor that first discovered I had cancer is a friend and Christian brother. When he saw me several weeks ago, He praised God and gave thanks that I was doing so well. He then told an amazing story about a man who goes to his church. When this man went for an examination, doctors found a large mass in his chest which seemed to indicate a dangerous cancer. Surgery was scheduled for the next week.

The Sunday before he was to have surgery, this man brought his need before the church and all the believers prayed with great fervency for a miracle. That week, as the doctors prepared for surgery, an x-ray was taken to find the exact place of the mass to be removed. But the x-ray revealed no abnormality! Puzzled, the doctors checked and re-checked, but could find nothing to remove, so there was no surgery. There was no doubt that God had answered the prayers of His people.

My doctor friend was praising God, the great Healer, and though I joined the praise, I must confess a disturbing thought entered my mind. “God, why didn’t you heal me that way? Why did I have to go through all I did, when you could have healed me instantly?” I am not proud of this thought for I know it is really a complaint. Instead of thanking God for his abundant mercy, I began to compare the path I had to walk with the path of another.

How easy it is to fall into the comparison trap! After the resurrection, Jesus took time to restore the disciple who had denied him three times. He then told Peter that rough days were in the future. “I tell you the truth, when you were younger you dressed yourself and went where you wanted; but when you are old you will stretch out your hands, and someone else will dress you and lead you where you do not want to go.” Peter must not have wanted to think about Jesus’ hard words, so he began to look around. Spotting John following at a distance, Peter asked, “Lord, what about him?” (read Jesus’ humorous reply in John 21:18-23)

I don’t think Jesus wanted Peter looking at someone else when He was talking to him. I don’t think Jesus wants me to compare my path to another’s. I think Jesus wants our total attention so we can hear his personal words: “You must follow me.” How I want to follow Him this year.

“Therefore, since we are surrounded by such a great cloud of witnesses, let us throw off everything that hinders and the sin that so easily entangles, and let us run with perseverance the race marked out for us. Let us fix our eyes on Jesus, the author and perfecter of our faith, who for the joy set before him endured the cross, scorning its shame, and sat down at the right hand of the throne of God.” Hebrews 12:1-2

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Light

One day this week, I was in bed with a terrible cold. I never thought the day would pass. As time seemed to stand still, I wondered whether I would ever make it through. But one day later, I was eating lunch with a roomful of friends and the sun was shining again. What a difference a day makes!

Last Christmas, I was sicker than I had ever been. On Christmas Eve, as my family had its usual celebrations in my parents’ den, I lay in bed wondering if I would ever be healthy again. Lord willing, in a few days, I will celebrate Christmas with my youngest brother and his family in Capetown, South Africa. What a difference a year makes!

Once, there was only darkness on this earth. But just at the right time, God sent His Son to save us. “In him was life, and that life was the light of men.”(Jn 1:4) What a difference a Life makes!

How ridiculous it would have been this week after I started feeling better, to say, “I think I’ll just stay in bed a couple of more days!” This fall, I never once thought, “I sure miss being in the hospital!” Oh that darkness would welcome Light as much as sickness welcomes health! “The light shines in the darkness, but the darkness has not understood it. He was in the world, and though the world was made through him, the world did not recognize him. He came to that which was his own, but his own did not receive him. Yet to all who received him, to those who believed in his name, he gave the right to become children of God.” (Jn 1:5,10,11,12)

The Light and the darkness hasn’t changed.

I hope you all have a great holiday season. You have blessed me and my family so much this past year. I cannot say “Thank you” enough. I hope to write again in a couple of weeks!

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from heaven or hell?

“Consider it pure joy, my brothers, whenever you face trials of many kinds…” It almost seems as if James says the trials we endure are blessings from heaven. But aren’t so many things we face today a result of a fallen world? How could I ever think cancer is from heaven? Are those being persecuted for their faith today not suffering hell’s attacks? Are we not supposed to resist the devil? “…because you know that the testing of your faith develops perseverance. Perseverance must finish its work so that you may be mature and complete, not lacking anything.” (James 1:2-4)

At some point in their lives, three young Hebrew boys decided to follow God with all their hearts. Everything from hell comes against such faith. In this case it was an ungodly king, an evil law, and torturous consequences for doing what was right. Shadrach, Meshach, and Abednego resisted the temptation to compromise in order to save their own lives. They passed a test of faith and learned to persevere. The fiery furnace was simply the result of saying ‘yes’ to God and ‘no’ to the world. In their case, God used strategies from hell to bring Him glory and teach us many things. We learn that those who go into the flames tied up may be set free in the fire. We learn that those who truly walk by faith will not walk alone. And we learn that those who know nothing about the one true God can come to know Him as His children follow Him at any cost. (see Daniel 3)

Lest we think every trial will result in a miracle that overcomes physical death, we simply look to Jesus. As He tried to prepare His disciples for His destiny, Peter vehemently objected. Peter knew hell was at work. Surely heaven would never allow evil men to falsely accuse and kill the only truly good man to ever live. With words that must have shocked Peter, Jesus said, “Get behind me, Satan! You are a stumbling block to me; you do not have in mind the things of God, but the things of men.” (Matt. 16:23) Jesus resisted the devil, but He did not resist the cross. By allowing His Son to endure the most difficult of trials, God gave us the greatest gift from heaven.

Only God can turn the assaults of hell into the purest of gold. None will escape difficulties on this earth, but One has overcome. What hope we have in Him! “In this world you will have trouble. But take heart! I have overcome the world.” (John 16:33)

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