Dana's Christian Journey

musings of a thankful cancer survivor

Author: Dana

  • candlesticks

    “Yes officers… the silver is his. Jean, why didn’t you take the candlesticks? I told you they were yours too.” The policemen were perplexed as they held Jean Valjean with a bag of silverware and silver plates. They were confident they had captured a thief in the French town, but the bishop said they were mistaken as he handed the big man the candlesticks. Indeed Jean Valjean, who had just spent nineteen years in prison, was a guilty man. He had stolen from the good bishop, but this extra act of kindness caused a hardened man to spend the rest of his life trying to show similar mercy to others. Victor Hugo’s novel “Les Miserables” was written in 1862 but has touched countless hearts with the powerful message of redemption.

    I told this story before communion on Sunday and was interrupted before finishing. With tears in her eyes someone said, “That story reminds me of myself and I want to thank all of you who have shown me mercy.” Then a man said, “But we only love because we’ve been in the same spot ourselves.” And another said, “That is my story too…” And with tender emotions we realized we are all in the same boat.

    We may not have stolen the silver, but we’ve sinned against the kindest Father. We’ve ignored his love, we’ve disregarded his blessings, and we’ve wandered away. “But while we were still sinners, Christ died for us.” As we stood guilty, the Innocent gave us the candlesticks… and more. He gave us his life.

    So do I follow Jean Valjean’s example and live a life of mercy and love? Do I extend the hand of friendship to the downtrodden? Do I ignore unjust treatment and offer forgiveness? Or do the enemies of mercy and compassion rule my heart: judgment, condemnation, accusation, pride… God tells me what wins, I just need to remember it: “Mercy triumphs over judgment!”

    “Be kind and compassionate to one another, forgiving each other, just as in Christ God forgave you. Be imitators of God, therefore, as dearly loved children and live a life of love, just as Christ loved us and gave himself up for us as a fragrant offering and sacrifice to God.” Ephesians 4:32-5:2

  • know

    Almost fifteen years ago with two outs in the bottom of the ninth inning, Sid Bream, arguably the slowest member of the Atlanta Braves, stood on second base with his team trailing the Pittsburg Pirates by one run. This was the seventh and deciding game of the National League Championship Series. Terry Pendleton had just scored to cut the Pirate lead to 2-1 and David Justice stood on third. With only ten at-bats the entire season, third-string catcher Francisco Cabrera came to the plate with the bases loaded. He hit a single and leftfielder Barry Bonds, then a Pirate, fielded the ball and threw it to the plate. In what seemed like a slow motion movie, Sid Bream, running as fast as his legs would carry him, slid under the tag. The stadium erupted as the Braves won and went to the World Series. (Oh for the days…)

    Last year, our daughter, Kinsey, played on the same softball team as Stephanie Pendleton, one of Terry’s children. At a game last fall I asked Terry about Sid Bream. Back in 1992, our son Taylor, just a six-year-old, was given a baseball signed by all the Braves and I noticed Sid Bream wrote “Rom 5:8” underneath his signature. This Scripture says: “But God demonstrates his own love for us in this: While we were still sinners, Christ died for us.” “Was Sid Bream a strong Christian?” I asked. Terry, now a coach for the Braves, gave the strongest confirmation one could imagine. “Everyone in baseball knew of Sid’s commitment to Jesus. He not only talked about the Lord, he lived his faith. Sid Bream was the real deal.” Terry went on to share specific stories that demonstrated how Sid let the Light of Christ shine in his life on the ball field and beyond.

    I knew about Sid Bream from watching him play and reading about him in the news. I felt sure he was a Christian, but Terry Pendleton could go a step further; he knew him. Sid was his teammate. Terry played third base while Sid played first. Terry traveled with him, ate with him, and hung out with him. Terry saw how Sid reacted in every day situations when the cameras were not rolling and no fans were around. Knowing a person is a little different than knowing about a person.

    The apostles used such arguments (with other proofs) to share that Jesus really was the Messiah. “We did not follow cleverly invented stories when we told you about the power and coming of our Lord Jesus Christ, but we were eyewitnesses of his majesty. For he received honor and glory from God the Father when the voice came to him from the Majestic Glory, saying, ‘This is my Son, whom I love; with him I am well pleased.’ We ourselves heard this voice that came from heaven when we were with him on the sacred mountain. And we have the word of the prophets made more certain, and you will do well to pay attention to it, as to a light shining in a dark place, until the day dawns and the morning star rises in your hearts.” (II Peter 1:16-19)

    To know God… to know Jesus… this is what it is all about. God wants us to know him and he invites us to pursue him. Though he knew it might cost him everything, Paul wanted to know Christ. (See Phil 3:7-16) People throughout the ages have found this to be the only quest that really matters. Jesus called it eternal life… and he is still at work.

    “Father, the time has come. Glorify your Son, that your Son may glorify you. For you granted him authority over all people that he might give eternal life to all those you have given him. Now this is eternal life: that they may know you the only true God, and Jesus Christ, whom you have sent… Righteous Father, though the world does not know you, I know you, and they know that you have sent me. I have made you known to them, and will continue to make you known in order that the love you have for me may be in them and that I myself may be in them.” (John 17:1-3, 25-26)

  • friends

    Jonathan Aitken was a Member of Parliament in England for twenty-three years before pleading guilty to a perjury charge that led to an eighteen month sentence. In prison, this well known author and politician became a Christian. It is not surprising that he was befriended by an American who also became a Christian in the midst of legal woes. With an office right next to Richard Nixon’s, Charles Colson found himself scrambling with other members of the President’s staff to protect himself from the Watergate investigation. But his encounter with Jesus Christ brought the special counsel to the President some difficult decisions. In May of 1974, against the advice of his lawyers, Colson pled guilty of attempting to do damage to a political foe. By throwing himself totally on the mercy of the court, some began to wonder if “conversion rumors” of Nixon’s famous “hatchet-man” might be true. Newspaper columnists were of different opinions. One wrote, “I cannot accept the sudden coming to Christ of Charles Colson. If he isn’t embarrassed by this sudden excess of piety, then surely the Lord must be,” while another wrote, “If Mr. Colson can repent his sins, there just has to be hope for everybody.”

    Judge Gerhard Gesell did not show much mercy as he fined Colson $5000 and sentenced him to one to three years in prison. The test of time has removed all doubt of the validity of Colson’s conversion. For over thirty years he has been an ambassador for God’s truth. As the leader of Prison Fellowship, Colson has helped countless prisoners learn of God’s mercy. Encouraged by his friend, Jonathan Aitken also now serves as a director of Prison Fellowship International.

    Aitken has recently written a book entitled, “JOHN NEWTON – From Disgrace To Amazing Grace.” Like Charles Colson, John Newton reversed a life of opposing God to become a clear spokesman of the Good News to all who would listen. Newton constantly proclaimed that if he could repent and be saved there was hope for anyone. Though learning of God from his mom at a young age, John Newton traveled a path of rebellion that included the horrible life of a slave trader. But God rescued this sinner and we have all sung the hymn that tells his story. These are the original words:

    Amazing grace! (how sweet the sound) that saved a wretch like me!
    I once was lost, but now am found; was blind, but now I see.

    ‘Twas grace that taught my heart to fear, and grace my fears relieved;
    How precious did that grace appear, the hour I first believed!

    Thro’ many dangers, toils and snares, I have already come;
    ‘Tis grace has brought me safe thus far, and grace will lead me home.

    The Lord has promised good to me, His Word my hope secures;
    He will my shield and portion be, as long as life endures.

    Yes, when this flesh and heart shall fail, and mortal life shall cease,
    I shall possess, within the veil, a life of joy and peace.

    The earth shall soon dissolve like snow, the sun forbear to shine;
    But God, who called me here below, will be forever mine.

    John Newton’s best friend at the time he wrote ‘Amazing Grace’ was one of the greatest English poets of the eighteenth century. A descendent of the seventeenth century poet, John Donne, William Cowper was a Christian who struggled with torturous bouts of depression. He and Newton lived within walking distance of each other in the small town of Olney where John Newton was pastor of a church. These friends encouraged one another in faith and in writing. OLNEY HYMNS was published in 1779 and contains 281 works of Newton and 67 works of Cowper. Some believe Cowper would never have survived the mental torments he battled had it not been for his good friend who would sometimes spend sleepless nights serving his brother in Christ. Just as Chuck Colson had no idea how God would use him to bless the Body of Christ as he sat in an Alabama prison, I doubt John Newton or William Cowper realized how their words would encourage the Body of Christ for centuries. Just before entering one of his darkest struggles, Cowper penned these words of insightful truth:

    God moves in a mysterious way, his wonders to perform;
    He plants his footsteps in the sea, and rides upon the storm.

    Deep in unfathomable mines, of never-failing skill;
    He treasures up his bright designs, and works his sovereign will.

    Ye fearful saints, fresh courage take; the clouds ye so much dread
    Are big with mercy, and shall break in blessings on your head.

    Judge not the Lord by feeble sense, but trust him for his grace;
    Behind a frowning providence He hides a smiling face.

    His purposes will ripen fast, unfolding every hour;
    The bud may have a bitter taste, but sweet will be the flower.

    Blind unbelief is sure to err, and scan his work in vain;
    God is his own interpreter, and He will make it plain.

    Thank God for good friends. Be a good friend. Rejoice that Jesus calls us friends!

    “Greater love has no one than this, that he lay down his life for his friends. You are my friends if you do what I command. I no longer call you servants, because a servant does not know his master’s business. Instead, I have called you friends, for everything that I learned from my Father I have made known to you.” John 15:13-15

  • plans

    I would not send this without permission, but I want to share a little about John and his family. You may remember that John lived with us the first months of his life as his mom Terri completed a jail sentence. Terri then came to live with us a while before moving to Monroe, where she has lived with her daughter, Blake, and John, who is now three years old. Her son Nick lives with his father Roger in Cobb County. We have a close relationship with this family. Terri is kind of like a daughter, John is kind of like a son, and Blake, Nick, and Roger are like extended family. God’s grace has been poured out on us all and His faithfulness has been evident day after day.

    With God’s power and with encouragement from many brothers and sisters in Christ, Terri has been drug-free for over three years. We are proud of her, but Satan does not rest as he schemes to tempt and destroy. Nine months ago, Terri shared some news that floored us – she was pregnant. Needless to say, such a revelation turns many worlds upside down, but we have learned that God is able to walk with us through any storm – even storms of our own making. This past Friday, August 24, Leesa Elizabeth Turner came into the world weighing seven pounds seven ounces. Terri, Leesa, and John are staying with us a while as Terri recovers and John adjusts to not being the baby in the family.

    It is the hope to overcome that keeps us looking to Jesus in our journey on this earth. Terri is learning that walking in the Light is the only way to freedom. She feels she is far from being one that people will point at saying, “You see that lady… God has done incredible things in her life. If you knew what she’s been through and the wrong paths she has taken and now see who she has become, you’d be amazed.” But I know God has done incredible things in Terri’s life and I know that He has plans we can’t even fathom. What do we do when we hear His heart spoken to us? “For I know the plans I have for you,” declares the Lord, “plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future.” (Jeremiah 29:11)

    There is the part God plays to bring about these plans and there is the part we play… which is basically to trust and obey. If we don’t believe with the type of faith that involves action, we can’t enter these plans. James used the familiar example of Abraham to teach this truth, but he followed with another example that may seem a little surprising. “Was not our ancestor Abraham considered righteous for what he did when he offered his son Isaac on the altar? You see that his faith and his actions were working together, and his faith was made complete by what he did. And the scripture was fulfilled that says, ‘Abraham believed God, and it was credited to him as righteousness,’ and he was called God’s friend. You see that a person is justified by what he does and not by faith alone. In the same way, was not even Rahab the prostitute considered righteous for what she did when she gave lodging to the spies and sent them off in a different direction? As a body without the spirit is dead, so faith without deeds is dead.” (James 2:21-26)

    This is how Rahab entered the plans God had for her. When two Israelites came into her house she said, “We have heard of your God and our whole city is melting in fear. The Lord your God is the one true God. I know he has given you this land, so please show kindness to me and my family.” This woman, who worked as a prostitute in a wicked city, believed in God and this faith led her to risk her life to hide the spies and arrange their escape. Read Joshua 2 and notice her boldness. The king sent messengers to her house to search, but Rahab did not flinch. She had embraced a new God – the Lord of heaven and earth.

    When Jericho was destroyed Joshua sent the same two spies to rescue Rahab and her family and they began to live among the Israelites. We agree this is a wonderful story of faith and courage as this family was rescued from sure death, but the plans of God were far from over. We’re not sure of all the details, but I’ll propose a scenario that concludes with what we do know. Rahab encountered a huge culture shock as she left an immoral occupation to live among God’s people. But she believed in God and she knew his ways were right so she separated herself from old thinking and old habits and embraced godly living. One day a nobleman from the tribe of Judah named Salmon noticed this non-Jewish lady. He became interested in her and eventually took her to be his wife. This couple was soon blessed with a son. Rahab was a good wife and a loving mother and she and Salmon raised the son they named Boaz to be a man of character who became well respected in his community. Boaz ended up marrying another non-Jewish lady named Ruth (you can read their story in the book called Ruth) and they had a son named Obed. And Obed was the father of Jesse and Jesse was the father of David who became a great King of Israel. In this same family, many generations later, a child was born who was often called the Son of David. And this Son of David named Jesus died for our sins and all who call on his name shall be saved and his Father will say to his adopted children, “For I know the plans I have for you…”

    “For you were once darkness, but now you are light in the Lord. Live as children of light (for the fruit of the light consists in all goodness, righteousness and truth) and find out what pleases the Lord… Be very careful, then, how you live – not as unwise but as wise, making the most of every opportunity, because the days are evil. Therefore do not be foolish, but understand what the Lord’s will is.” Ephesians 5:8-9 & 15-17

  • no fear

    “Let not your heart be troubled…” “Fear not little flock…” “Do not be anxious…” Jesus told his disciples over and over not to be afraid. The one chosen to lead the children of Israel into the Promised Land was given the same instruction: “Do not be terrified; do not be discouraged…” (Joshua 1:9) Stated positively: “Be strong and courageous…” (Joshua 1:6) “Be strong and very courageous…” (Joshua 1:7) “Have I not commanded you? Be strong and courageous.” (Joshua 1:9)

    We come to God weak, weary, broken, and in great need. But God saves us, heals us, changes us, places us in his Son and calls us righteous. With gratitude we say, “Lord, where you lead, I will follow,” but then the enemies that paralyze (anxiety, worry, fear) bombard us without mercy. But God has created us to be ‘more than conquerors’ so He says, “Be strong and courageous; do not be afraid.”

    My youngest brother Brian lives in Zambia, a country one of his heroes, David Livingstone, explored in the 1800’s. It is funny to me that our dad Rex and Brian’s youngest son Bryson both share David Livingstone’s birthday, March 19. I am sure Livingstone had his faults, but he seemed to heed the word ‘fear not’ better than most as he explored the southern part of Africa, declaring the Gospel of Christ to numerous tribes and tongues. His journal recounts many narrow escapes. He was charged by a water buffalo, he was charged by a rhino, and he was attacked by a lion. The lion maimed his left arm for life, but he survived. On more than one occasion, he found himself surrounded by fierce warriors, but Livingstone always seemed to find a path to peaceful dialogue. He always shared the saving message of Jesus Christ. Perhaps the most dangerous enemy this missionary faced was the deadly “river fever” we now call malaria. After he died at age 60, two loyal African companions buried his heart in Africa then carried his body to the coast – an eight month journey that covered over 1000 miles. Livingstone’s body was shipped to England in 1874 where he was buried in Westminster Abbey.

    So how do we heed the call to live courageously in our day? First, be careful not to judge or criticize others in their efforts to defeat fear. If you’ve never been charged by a water buffalo, you probably don’t know how you’ll react. If you’ve never stood at the brink of financial ruin, you probably don’t realize the gut-wrenching feelings that overwhelm. If you’ve never encountered a life-threatening disease, you probably don’t understand the emotions that are sure to surface. Only God’s grace allows us to overcome and his powerful Word encourages us.

    Accompanying the command to be courageous, Joshua was told to firmly hold to the written Word of God. “Do not let this Book of the Law depart from your mouth; meditate on it day and night, so that you may be careful to do everything written in it. Then you will be prosperous and successful.” (Joshua 1:8) “Thy Word is a Lamp unto my feet, and a Light unto my path,” the Psalmist wrote. When available, David Livingstone took quinine or other concoctions to combat river fever. Often, though, he had no medicine save the one he found in Proverbs 17:22: “A cheerful heart is good medicine, but a crushed spirit dries up the bones.” No matter how bad he felt, he tried to keep going with as positive an attitude as possible. Over a period of thirty-two years in Africa, without car or plane, he traveled nearly 40,000 miles.

    Also accompanying the command to be courageous was a great promise: “Do not be terrified; do not be discouraged, for the Lord your God will be with you wherever you go.” (Joshua 1:9) I’m convinced this is what gave Joshua the courage to be ‘more than a conqueror.’ “I am not alone. He is with me!” Isn’t this the promise Jesus gives us? He does not say, “Don’t be afraid… and by the way, you’re on your own.” He says, “I’m not leaving you alone. You do not need to worry or fear because I am with you! Believe this and live with great courage and strength!”

    “And surely I am with you always, to the very end of the age.” Matthew 28:20

    “In this world you will have trouble. But take heart! I have overcome the world.” John 16:33

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